January 18, 2015
maybe sunshine if it's not too traumatic
maybe sunshine but
out there it's all toasted
bluster. sometimes
their entrances arc too
dramatically. still
learning to stick
my landings after
spinning on each
interaction's uneven
bars. we service
psychopaths sometimes
but you only know it
when you feel their cold
brusque breath. woke up,
stretched & poured
the contents of this mind
onto the floor just beyond
my warm pillow. found
a barista box, abandoned
in buckman, the neighbor-
hood, upon glancing at
the moist gray light
seeping through glass,
has apparently decided,
to stay inside & snuggle
instead with a book & some
tv, so says the lonely barista.
last night i heard the rain
smacking the window
in the other room kept
beckoning me up to investigate
a frame filled with silvery
infinitesimal drops each
one glinting in the unromantic
security light. felt like
a child hiding in his bedroom
while mom & dad fought
in the living room, the slapping
rain landing like a body
with a thud i look up
from my sunday paper
at the suggestion of january
sunshine usually looks
too young to sneak past
the sky's bouncers, floating
there with burly arms
folded across pillowy chests.
reading about post traumatic
stress, i realize that i still
refuse to sit in public
with my back to the room,
as if i might be attacked.
i recognize it now
as an old roommate
i still live with.
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